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I chose the name "tainted rebirth" not only because I thought it sounded cool, but because it was an accurate name for my second domain (and third attempt at building an online collective). I had hit so many stalls and roadblocks with my first domain that I had trouble putting effort into it. While I tried to begin again, I had to deal with a server crash that deleted all of my work, hardware wipes on two computers, and the hassles of finding a new server and dealing with all of its quirks. So, my rebirth into design has hardly been without flaw, but my trials have made this domain even more special to me. It only took three years!
I started working in Photoshop and coding layouts when I was twelve. After being bedridden due to surgery, I developed chronic migraines that made it extremely difficult for me to leave the house. My only outings were doctor's appointments and involuntary therapy sessions, which I despised more than being stuck at home. I was depressed, but I hated how fake the anti-depressants made me feel, so I stopped taking them. But I was getting better without them. My family wants to credit the medicine for this, but I know what really helped me: design. It was my knack for webdesign that gave me something worth getting up for in the morning. It gave me back my drive and passion for living. I can honestly say that loving webdesign stopped me from commiting suicide. I put my heart and soul into my design. It is my life. And I am so happy to share my art with you.
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